Shefali Shah: ‘Whatever I wanted to do is coming my way now’

There’s no point looking back at something that has already been done. At that point of time, I thought it was right and it worked. Whatever I wanted to do is coming my way now. Der aaye durust aaye. I have a fabulous line-up of projects. I am doing the kind of roles I want to do. I am playing central characters in brilliant scripts and I am very excited about them.

'Happy Birthday Mummyji' is your first directorial that the Indian audience are getting to watch. Your first short film as a director – 'Someday' – is doing the rounds of film festivals. Did the acceptance of your first film encourage you to direct another?

I wrote Someday and the plan was to write three or four other stories about isolation, almost like an anthology. I worked on Someday and Mummyji almost simultaneously. It is a different take on isolation.

Your work in 'Juice', 'Delhi Crime', 'Once Again' and more recently, 'Ajeeb Daastaans' has been widely appreciated. Do you feel that this is an amazing time for actors? 

Absolutely, OTT has opened horizons for all of us. It’s about creative content. It is no more about a hero and a heroine. It’s about actual actors and characters and performances. It has not only opened horizons for actors but all kinds of creative people. You can experiment, take chances, explore and exploit yourself and be driven by the fact that you’re going to be watched internationally. It’s fabulous.

So, then why take up direction at this point in your career?

I have been wanting to direct for a really long time. I did not want to restrict myself in any way. Even when I was acting, I went ahead and did an arts course.

These two stories came to me during the lockdown. Also during the lockdown, I realised, and I think a lot of people realised, that we have very little time. If you wait for the right time for something to happen, it probably won’t. So, one would rather do it today.

I thought I could carry a short film format better than a full-fledged feature because the latter takes a long time and is a lot of responsibility. It’s like a switch that went on in my head and I decided to direct now.

Does being an actor help when you go behind the camera?

No, direction is a completely different ball game. Just because I am an actor doesn’t mean I will make a good director. It’s a lot of responsibility. As an actor I can go on set, do my bit, focus on myself and come back home. But as a director, one is working on various aspects simultaneously. It’s not just the creative aspect, you also have to keep in mind the financials, logistics and time constraints. At the same time, I didn’t want to compromise on the vision of my film. Since it was a short film, it had to be crisp, and it had to be worked out to a tee before I went on the set. So, I wouldn’t say that just because I am an actor, it gave me any leeway as a director.