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When The Attacks of 26/11 movie actor Sanjeev Jaiswal spoke about playing terrorist Ajmal Kasab: “I hated myself, people throw chappals at me, abused me but…”

Years after The Attacks of 26/11, actor Sanjeev Jaiswal’s reflections on portraying Ajmal Kasab resurface, revealing the emotional turmoil, public backlash, and personal conflict behind one of Indian cinema’s most controversial roles.

December 18, 2025 / 00:55 IST
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When The Attacks of 26/11 movie actor Sanjeev Jaiswal spoke about playing terrorist Ajmal Kasab: “I hated myself, people throw chappals at me, abused me but…”
When The Attacks of 26/11 movie actor Sanjeev Jaiswal spoke about playing terrorist Ajmal Kasab: “I hated myself, people throw chappals at me, abused me but…”

In the years following the 26/11 Mumbai terror attacks, few performances stirred as much discomfort, anger, and debate as actor Sanjeev Jaiswal’s portrayal of Ajmal Amir Kasab in Ram Gopal Varma’s 2013 film The Attacks of 26/11. Looking back, Sanjeev Jaiswal’s reflections on inhabiting the mind of India’s most hated terrorist remain as unsettling as the role itself.

At a press conference held around the film’s release, Sanjeev Jaiswal spoke with raw honesty about the emotional toll of playing Kasab, the lone surviving gunman of the November 26–29, 2008 attacks that killed 166 people across Mumbai. “I want to confess that I also hate Kasab as much as the whole of India. But for me, it was only like I have to just act,” he said, underlining the moral conflict that came with the role.

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The actor admitted that the process of portraying Kasab forced him into a deeply uncomfortable space. “While portraying the character of Kasab, I hated myself,”

Jaiswal revealed. “I was thinking, ‘What is happening? And what the hell did this person do?’” For an actor, the challenge was not just technical, but psychological, stepping into the skin of a man responsible for one of the darkest chapters in India’s modern history.